Last Minute!

 So today I completely forgot that I had to blog today. I was reading all day yesterday the only Nicholas Sparks book I haven't read yet and then today I was reading the Hunger Games, pretty much all day. I just looked at the clocked and realized that it's been ten days. Sadly I think that in the past ten days I have managed to put back on what little weight I have lost. I just haven't found that thing that gets me ticking. That motivation. And as I sit in typing this and eating a banana split at 10 oclock I can't help but wonder.. Do I even really want to lose weight?